Is this okay for me to forget about religion and move on with my life?

First, of all, I used to be a Christian but it has caused so many problems in my life and I was so confused about the bible, Jesus Christ's salvation, ect. From now on, I do not want to be bothered by the lord anymore, I'd rather want to live for myself, my family and my friends and move on with my life. And in some part in my mind is telling me that God is nothing but a fairy tale and the bible is man made from what I believe now.